I am sitting here wondering why I want to play this game!?
I retired over a year ago and really had lost my desire to play.
After the last two months...I have rekindled some lost feelings.
But the problem is I can't find a job, not from being a scab... this has nothing to do with it... it is always hard in April and early May... I am used to being a 'boy' someone who the organization puts the extra time on and really want you to suceed... problem is I am not a prospect anymore.. and It hits hard...
I really have some good stuff now.. my breaking ball is very sharp and have learned a decent change-up to go with a average fastball with command... this should be able to open a door... but I will have to bide my time and go throw in Harlingen to keep my arm in shape and keep plugging on the General Managers to find an opening...
I have recieved so many great emails from you all and I really don't want to quit throwing nor the posts... I hope I can continue these soon and since I leave for Houston tomorrow I will be 2 days in transit via car and then a couple to get everything setup... so I will leave you all for a while again...
But I will always be on the net... so feel free to email me about anything...
I will start back up after getting down to Harlingen on the 12th of MAy...
David... an enormous thanks to you and the effort you put into the web page... I always wanted a web page and you gave it to me...
If there is anything you need feel free to contact me at this address..
9601 Jones Road Suite 140
Houston Texas 77065
quote for the day... Never stop dreaming!
later all, mallyman